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Thump, thump, thump, thump.
The heart unsteady heartbeat was frightening. Blood trickled down from his bottom lip and nose. The swelling on his face was starting to get worse by the second. His breathing is ragged and he looks like he can barely stand.
"Mom." He mumbled before his body gave way and he fell down.
With in a blink of an eye I was by his side. I rubbed the hair out of his face and tried to brush off the broken shards of glass and blood.
"I'm so so sorry baby." I barely choked out.
I could feel my bottom lip quiver. My vision became blurry from all the tears that were streaming down my face. My hand traveled from my neck and to my hair. Pulling and tugging at my hair in fury and pain, I wanted to rip out every strand.
"It's ok, it's ok." He tried to reassure me. He grabbed my hand that was still on his cheek.
"No, it's not."
"I'll be fine." He started coughing and coughing. When it stopped he inhaled trying to get in as much air as possible.
I rubbed his
Daughter of the wolf- ch. 1
Summery: Part of me always knew this would happen. I always had dreams of a wolf with silver hair. I just thought it was a dream nothing more. Then when I first changed it seemed to make sense, till I saw my reflection. My fur wasn't silver. It was russet like my dad. So then who was they silver beauty? No one from the pack . That I knew of that is. Till I saw her. I never met her, although I hope I will get the chance to, if we ever find her. Seeing her through the packs mind isn't enough for me. I need to know her. I need her. She might help me with this this! No one can help me. Not even my dad. He doesn't know what it's like. But she will. I need her, I need Leah. I won't rest till I find her.
Snip, snip, snip. With every strand of hair that fell to the ground, a tear fell down my face. My bronze colored curls fell in heaps on the ground. I felt like my world was falling apart with just the simple snips of scissors.
I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I didn't see d
Daughter of the wolf -ch. 2
I let the rain wash over me, as if it could wash away all my problems away. The rain wasn't heavy but it wasn't that light either. I hugged my knees to my chest. I loved sitting here on the roof. I would look t the horizon and would imagine myself running toward the sun and chasing the moon.
I guess I could do that now. Run to the moon. I felt a small smile tug at the corners of my lips at that thought.
Part of me always knew that something like this could happen. The wolf was always part of me. She ran thick in my blood. She was always there, in my mind, my heart, and now my body. When she sprung to life earlier, I felt like I was finally free. Like a weight was lifted.
In the back of my mind I could have sworn I saw her look at me with her warm brown eyes and thank me.
It made no sense, but neither did my life for that matter. There were my parents for starters. My mom is half vampire and my father is a werewolf. They're supposed to be mortal enemies. Yet they're soul mates. Makes no
Remind MeRemind me again why I'm in this hell whole.
Remind me again why I have stayed here for so long.
Remind me again why I'm here.
Remind me again why I sit here listening to every word that comes out your mouth.
Remind me again why I haven't walked out that door.
Remind me again why I haven't taken the money in my back pocket and bought my ticket.
Remind me again why I haven't packed my bag.
Remind me again why I'm still holding your hand,
carrying you, supporting you, listening to you, and putting up with all the bullshit.
Remind me again, why I'm the one, even in my moment of pure agony and suffering am helping you.
Remind me again why I give you all the strength i have left when I'm on the floor on my hands and knees leaning on the wall for support.
Remind me again why I'm the one that you throw aside when you no longer need me.
Remind me again why I'm the bad one.
The mean one.
The selfish one.
When I'm the one that has held you while you cried.
Do you know?I wonder.
I wonder if you know your best friend.
I wonder if you know her at all.
Do you know she can't sleep at night?
Do you know that she's in pain?
Do you know that she has night's when she cries?
Do you know that she can't stand the sight of you?
Do you know that she's cutting herself?
Do you know very time she hears your voice, she wishes she could cover her ears?
Do you know that she can't star the sight of him,
meanwhile she has to see him every day in the halls?
Do you know that she's becoming a mother day by day?
A mother to people that are fully grown?
Do you know that when someone grabs her from behind she tenses up?
Do you know that she doesn't like giving hugs anymore?
Do you know that she doesn't smile anymore?
Do you know that she doesn't like to be outside?
Do you know that she's slowly loosing her mind?
I wonder if you look into her eyes.
When was the last time you looked into her dark eyes of flame and passion?
For it to then change into a dull and su
I am a drunkI am a drunk.
I am an alcoholic.
I have a problem.
I need help.
I repeat these words in words in my head.
I can’t tell you if they are a lie or the truth.
I can’t tell you where one thought begins and were one ends.’I can’t tell you whose voice I hear in my head.
All I can say is that it’s there.
When I wake up,
at the end of the day.
Echoing in my head.
You are my poison.
You are my liquor.
Like a mad man I crave you.
Your body isn’t enough.
I need you love.
So i drink in your body hoping it will be enough.
I drink till my words are slurred
and turned to moans.
I drink every last drop that rolls down your chest.
I take in every drink as I look into the pools of darkness.
I’ll pay any price for a drink.
Because your body isn’t enough.
No matter how much I drink,
it wont take away the pain
of you not loving me.
I am a drunk.
I am an alcoholic.
I have a problem.
I need help.
Baby wipe your tears,
let go of all your fears.
Let me take your pain,
and put it in my pocket.
I'll put a lock on it.
You'll never have to see it again.
Let my hold you close,
and wrap my arms around you.
Let me warm you up,
and take away the cold
and put it in my soul.
I'll take away your anger,
Your not a hater baby,
your a lover.
I'll take the hate,
and reform your fate.
I'll put your anger in my fist
and crumble it into bits.
Let me take your sorrow
and throw it away.
You'll never see it again.
Let me kiss you on the lips,
I'll hold your hand,
and put a smile on your face.
Let me color your heart
I'll push away the darkness
and let the light shine through.
I'll walk you out of the shadows
and bring you to the sun.
I'll walk you onto the moist grass
and take you away from the desert.
I can do so much for you.
If you were to give me the chance.
I can love
and love you right.
Let me show you,
you don't have to be lonely,
because I'm right here standing
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